Wrote this when I hit rock bottom - If you are starting afresh, read this
So here we go… starting from 0 yet again.
At this point, it feels like a recurring thing that I’ve just become accustomed to.
I have my highs, but when I have my lows, they are the hardest thing to recover from.
I am writing this to myself, but also to others, that you can restart your life as many times as you want and still win.
I am going to be proof of that.
Life knocks you down sometimes, but you don’t let that define you.
Once upon a time, I believed so strongly that if I didn’t make it in life, I would rather take the easy way out.
I was so driven that I knew I had no choice but to make it, and sometimes I sit and wonder, where did all that fire go?
How did I become so comfortable with having and feeling nothing?
This would’ve been the end for me back then, but now I would rather drown in my sorrows than get up and do something.
I have allowed myself to be a victim of fear, a victim of being seen, a victim of failure.
This will not be the story of my life.
The fire I mentioned, I can feel it slowly brewing up, and I have no other choice but to make it right this time.
And I will.